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sometime i cry when i see your name...
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Tell me that you are there for me is not enough. Tell me that you'll be my side always isnt enough. Tell me that you will be there for me is not even close enough. Cause from what I know, you are already gone. You dont have to lie my music
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kekekeke LOL. Whoohooo! DotA is my game now. I'm an official coder of Digital-Arms.net I'm already a coder in GamerzPlanet. I'm being a successfuly 14 Year Old Kid xD Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Love is there when you dont need it. It'll leave you once you stare at it for too long. My tip: DO NOT STARE AT IT FOR SO LONG. Take a break, let her walk, chill with her. :D Should I or not, be with you oh girl... Sunday, December 12, 2010
heylo You're all I've got in this world When it spins, when it swirls When it whirls, when it twirls My one little beautiful girl. Hello people . Im back from Sarawak . Im back bigger and better . Prepared for tmrw's training . :D Hi hi bye bye . Saturday, December 4, 2010
screw life. guess what. im a hacker now. for real hacker. 4chan. whatever. your computer will be gone. piss on your ... toilet bo ... oops i meant FACE. haiz. another fking day thats just fked up. i wonder how people dont understand the word, "NO". its so simple. if you dont want to do it, say NO. dont go... uhhh... *BLANK* .... dots much. piss on your ... toilet bo ... oops, what I mean was, PISS ON YOUR FACE MOFO. Thursday, December 2, 2010
a hungry man is an angry man GIVE ME FOOD. HAHAHAHHAAS 1st day recognized as a FSD instructor for current team in school. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Okay im serious. I already did a file and log what to do and such See I damn guai hehehehe. BB! :D Tuesday, November 30, 2010
bertahan satu cinta ... bertahan satu C.I.N.T.A. whee i cant feel my left fingers and it rocks ! learning guitar by myself atm. trying to master C.I.N.T.A dbangindas chords... So hard... xDD Blehblehbleh LOL. Monday, November 29, 2010
i know sometimes, things may not always make sense to you well, its just times where you think ppl dont actually care well they actually do. just that they dont bother to show it cause they know you know they do. get it? so stop acting and be true at least to me to tell me how you feel please. dont. do. this. to. me. anymore. Sunday, November 28, 2010
Impheatus Viscus... I dont really care what life can turn out to be. Im just following the path of which He has set out for me. A path thats a bit imperfect. A path that leads to cant-be-seen. A path that eventually leads to death. There's a shortcut to death though. All I wanna be now is to have someone to care after, someone to love for, someone to attend to. I dont have that someone. Thursday, November 25, 2010
there's times when you have to back away Sorry Ive not been posting my emo stuff. Will do so once Im done with course. I have nothing to bout these 4 days. Wait till I resume my Art Camp after course. (: BƎAST! Tuesday, November 23, 2010
maybe ... just maybe ... okay whatever . im also scared a world war 3 will happen . that's cause i study the global issues . unlike some Only those who think this is considered hate talk, are those who posses this characteristics. its a war, we know. as far as im concerned, people dont really care about global issues. war is just as bad as global warming. i dont understand why you people will go... OH KOREA DONT FIGHT PLEASE. and to tell you the fucking truth I believe its just because you love K-POP so much you dont bear to see them rot away in war. I may be a jerk and a fucker, but that doesnt stop me to what im about to say. PS: Sorry if I hurt those korean fans reading this. Dont come to me and nag and screw me upside down cause Im irreversible and will screw YOU upside down. dont act if you dont have it. sometimes people take things for granted. they dont appreciate what they have. and sometimes some people from this group insults those below them and its usually these people who are the guai lan kia(s) i dont quite like these people; wait who does? now im not sure if i have the guts to talk back. you know why? not cause i dont have em. they grew too big in me already seeing you the whole time. Now baby,baby,baby why oh why you wanna hurt me so bad... So bad so bad... I tried to tell my momm'a but she told me thats what I get (you guys... are shit) and i was like oh. Whyyyyy oh! Whyyyyy oh! Whyyyyyy ... Ladyyyyeahhh ... I love you, and I still love you... Woahhh Monday, November 22, 2010
one word : losers Dont try to get someone when you already own one. cause when you own when, you dont have to get someone. cause that someone might already be another's one-in-heart and by getting that someone, you are ruining the other one. if you do ruin the other one, you are one hell of a girl cause no girls i know would do that ot heir friend cause if you do that to your friend and dont apologize you're just another inhumane creature on this planet and you know how much i hate inhumane creatures you can tell by the rants and posts i talked about them here just dont try to act hero with all the boys and save time, spend yours with your own boy. Bitch Sunday, November 21, 2010
nothing is free in this world; maybe you are but i dont care title says all. im bored. you dont understand Lol. Art Camp was epic. Dang that Commonwealth guy knows how to flirt xD I mean like in less than 3 hours he get to know and laugh along with this chiogal. Okay whatever Sometimes in life, think twice before doing something. Cause you might regret doing it. Or you might not even know that you did sometimes things are meant to be posted twice. :\ Tributes to my class 205 of 2010 :D the world is filled with haters. just ignore them. Screw this woman for what she did to the rabbit. Let her rot in Hell, God. This is my prayer now to you. just a matter of telling straight. Sometimes you wonder why people dont reply you ... Sometimes you wonder whether is it just you or them ... Sometimes is really a wonder why they dont reply ... Is it cause they have no guts to ? Well if you dont want to, just say so. Dont be such a bitch everytime and ignore me. Cause for every time you do that ... The friendship between us gets thinner and thinner ... You'll never know when it'll snap . Maybe it just did , maybe it havnt . At least raise your fucking voice and say ... "I dont want to help you no more..." At least you'll clear my mind. From all the shit that's running thru. Dont ever do that to me again. Or I swear I'll fuck you. Saturday, November 20, 2010
king of the world doesnt mean king of the words. Goooooood morning people ! Just woke up T.T Here's my plan for today : [x] Do chores [x] Add my Facebook status updates to this blog [ ] Slack [ ] Stare at the comp screen ^^ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, byebye for now ! happiness lasts forever... well it does to some people. Back from BBQ. Had a fun time. Took 45 minutes to cook about 24 chickens (pit big enough for 24 chickens with available places) my cousin was there. the whole (almost all) of GWPS parents' support group is there hahahas epic moments. had a great time (: and there you are. wondered if you could be the perfect one. dressed in white long tee. and a cargo pants. an average girl, living an average life just who i needed. Friday, November 19, 2010
its just a matter of days, before someone finds you again. you dont have to be the top to succeed in life you dont have to be the best to compete you dont have to be others to be loved you just have to be your own self and do what you do best to be accepted into nature cause nature dont dress up as someone else to be recognized by others. i realise that the hole in my heart isnt caused by me how could i have self inflicted myself i realise that the damage in my brain couldnt be repaired how do you reach something that deep and critical i realise that you aint worth a guy's heart how could a bitch be Dont try me, or I'll try you another brand new day, hoping for a new life. A very touching story of her mother whom suffers from Alzheimer disease, which results in loss of memories. As they grow old, they will lose their memories, and forget simple things like doing chores and such. Just watch to understand it. (: a milestone is another step in life... For every success, i shall remember you. For you are the one who inspire me to do better. Ever since you left me, I felt like Im not good enough. I strive for the better. I push myself to the limit. I push myself overboard to do more. To have more. To be more. To be worthy of yours even though you're another's. Thanks. Thanks a lot. another moment in life... another moment i wont forget. its just another moment in life where you just had to give up its just another moment in life. where life seems so down where things seems so fail where friends seems to be enemies its just another moment in life at which it seems death brings upon himself. like the story of the Deathly Hallows where 3 brothers stood before the river. each granted a wish from Death himself. only to be returned to him, except one whom sees the truth, behind his cloak of invisibility. the cloak of which he wished for. lesson in life is never ask for power but think for the future. dont be such a bitch for yourself now. just another milestone... after your leaving. its just that in a matter of days... i'll be flat on the ground. bleeding from my head. fractures suffered on my dear bones. and a big hole through my broken heart. and people will be all around me. staring at the height i fell off from. staring at you standing at the edge. staring at you whom pushed me. staring at you to pay back for what you did. its just that in a matter of days... i'll be in a rectangular box. dressed cleanly and neatly. in my favorite tuxedo. holding a bouquet of flowers. waiting for them to move me. waiting for the arrival of the van. waiting for the arrival of the last face the last face i saw before my fall. waiting to be moved. its just a matter of days... where i lay there without anyone moving. cause i swear to God i swear not to move. never to move from that particular spot until i saw you until you came to me until you apologize for my fall until you apologize before my parents for my fall until you apologize before my siblings for my fall until you apologize before my whole extended family before my fall until you apologize before Him whom judge the Afters. until you land a single drop of tear on this very box. until then. until then i shall move. but i didnt. its just a matter of days... or months and maybe years... which i lay rotting awaiting your arrival. but you never came. you worthless woman you ruthless woman you are not even a woman. what more a kid. you aint human. you aint a creature of Earth you aint a creature who Him blesses. you aint who you are anymore. you're one of Them you're working with Lucifer himself. and now i finally rest in peace. knowing God knows the best knowing He shall punish those who betrays him knowing He shall take actions against the wrong-doers knowing either directly or indirectly knowing He is the Almighty. i leave fate to Him i leave love to nature i leave you for good. Writer's note: This message is specifically for the girl whom left without leaving a message. The girl whom have another guy in her heart that was filled with a thousand of other guys' hearts. Just dont fall for this type of girls. It isnt worth your time. It isnt worth anyone's time. Definitely not His' . |
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but hey, you were gone before i knew it.
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