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sometime i cry when i see your name...
but it kills me every time i dont.
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Tell me that you are there for me is not enough. Tell me that you'll be my side always isnt enough. Tell me that you will be there for me is not even close enough. Cause from what I know, you are already gone. You dont have to lie my music
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its just a matter of days, before someone finds you again. you dont have to be the top to succeed in life you dont have to be the best to compete you dont have to be others to be loved you just have to be your own self and do what you do best to be accepted into nature cause nature dont dress up as someone else to be recognized by others. i realise that the hole in my heart isnt caused by me how could i have self inflicted myself i realise that the damage in my brain couldnt be repaired how do you reach something that deep and critical i realise that you aint worth a guy's heart how could a bitch be Dont try me, or I'll try you another brand new day, hoping for a new life. A very touching story of her mother whom suffers from Alzheimer disease, which results in loss of memories. As they grow old, they will lose their memories, and forget simple things like doing chores and such. Just watch to understand it. (: a milestone is another step in life... For every success, i shall remember you. For you are the one who inspire me to do better. Ever since you left me, I felt like Im not good enough. I strive for the better. I push myself to the limit. I push myself overboard to do more. To have more. To be more. To be worthy of yours even though you're another's. Thanks. Thanks a lot. another moment in life... another moment i wont forget. its just another moment in life where you just had to give up its just another moment in life. where life seems so down where things seems so fail where friends seems to be enemies its just another moment in life at which it seems death brings upon himself. like the story of the Deathly Hallows where 3 brothers stood before the river. each granted a wish from Death himself. only to be returned to him, except one whom sees the truth, behind his cloak of invisibility. the cloak of which he wished for. lesson in life is never ask for power but think for the future. dont be such a bitch for yourself now. just another milestone... after your leaving. its just that in a matter of days... i'll be flat on the ground. bleeding from my head. fractures suffered on my dear bones. and a big hole through my broken heart. and people will be all around me. staring at the height i fell off from. staring at you standing at the edge. staring at you whom pushed me. staring at you to pay back for what you did. its just that in a matter of days... i'll be in a rectangular box. dressed cleanly and neatly. in my favorite tuxedo. holding a bouquet of flowers. waiting for them to move me. waiting for the arrival of the van. waiting for the arrival of the last face the last face i saw before my fall. waiting to be moved. its just a matter of days... where i lay there without anyone moving. cause i swear to God i swear not to move. never to move from that particular spot until i saw you until you came to me until you apologize for my fall until you apologize before my parents for my fall until you apologize before my siblings for my fall until you apologize before my whole extended family before my fall until you apologize before Him whom judge the Afters. until you land a single drop of tear on this very box. until then. until then i shall move. but i didnt. its just a matter of days... or months and maybe years... which i lay rotting awaiting your arrival. but you never came. you worthless woman you ruthless woman you are not even a woman. what more a kid. you aint human. you aint a creature of Earth you aint a creature who Him blesses. you aint who you are anymore. you're one of Them you're working with Lucifer himself. and now i finally rest in peace. knowing God knows the best knowing He shall punish those who betrays him knowing He shall take actions against the wrong-doers knowing either directly or indirectly knowing He is the Almighty. i leave fate to Him i leave love to nature i leave you for good. Writer's note: This message is specifically for the girl whom left without leaving a message. The girl whom have another guy in her heart that was filled with a thousand of other guys' hearts. Just dont fall for this type of girls. It isnt worth your time. It isnt worth anyone's time. Definitely not His' . |
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but hey, you were gone before i knew it.
i'll still wish you luck, with a f*ck you. |
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